To The God That Failed

I have prayed at nights
shared all my pains inside
Fell to my knees and cried
To the God that Failed

i am a sinner you said
Repent and you will get
heaven and a crown at death
Follow the orders!
of the God that failed

My cries on deaf ears it fell
Do not make me suffer in hell
I have been martyred
For the God that failed

Have you seen the pain in my eyes
When i told you i cannot comply
for the pain is too much to bear
you left me here for dead
like a God that failed

 

Right Here Waiting

Left in adoration, left here mesmerized
Have been lifted up from the lowest tide
when i would see you smile
Never wanted the moments to pass
when i would hear you talk
Want to live another day
if i could see you smile

But i know its sin to want you
I know its not meant to be
Every moment hell unleashes on me
i will be swept away by the winds
Life has been an untold misery
justice and love denied
will pass away in silence
as your happiness abides