I am Suicide

Devoutly gouge out my eyes
so that i may not see
cutting my veins across
so i may bleed

slowly but surely death will come
ending my pain i will become
a souless creature that kills
feeding on hate and greed

reach for my heart and pull it out
i don’t need it, this is suicide
give me my freedom back
so that i may never come back

beating my head against the walls
screaming my lungs out against all odds
foaming from my mouth like a madman
disoriented i have become

kill me if you can before i kill myself
you created me to fail again and again
like you get pleasure from seeing me suffer
and laugh at all my troubles.

For The Rats

now that you’re left here standing
with a gun to your head
finally realizing that no one cares
you get ready to shoot yourself

emotions are turning in your bowels
disintegrating your thoughts
not knowing fake from reality
you are ready to die

put the 12 gauge to your head
this is what you must know
curse at the ones who betray
now feel your brains explode

as you fall to the ground
knowing this is a war long lost
now they will shed tears at your grave
but inside they will mock your fate

To the Silent Gods

To a God that’s silent and asleep
And a mankind at war for him
bleeding for the faith they know
no one cares for your decayed souls

Bombing and mutilating one another
for a heaven yet not seen
bleed all you bastard sons
and burn in hell with your deceit

Lying prophets that come from afar
foretelling future of a life of pomp and pride
filling coffers with your gold coins
and leaving you clueless as time passes by

now where is your pride?
they sucked your soul from inside
leaving you like a shell
good for nothing, left for dead

Look into this life
there’s only darkness inside
embrace the hate you see
and vanish into eternity