Archive for May, 2014

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Smash my dreams on your stones
break my heart and break my bones
peel my skin, tear my rind
and then you will satisfied

strip me off this reality
fill my mind with insanity
whisper words into my ears
tell me that i am insane

You tell me i have violent plans
A device in the devil’s hands
Learn to live in your sorrows
and everything will end well

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Drain me off all my tears
my insecurities and fears
and when you are done with me
send me into the dark for eternity

Can they hear me scream?
Can they feel me breath?
Take me to a place
where i don’t have to be seen

Somehow i don’t feel
that i am part of humanity
i loose my senses everyday
trying to be what i want to be

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my soul screams to be set free
my body yearns for relief
this time i don’t want to live
please put me out of my misery

you should have shot me in the chest
tied my hands and legs
and bludgeoned me in the head
now your words they cut me
tormenting me for eternity

you should have sedated me to death
cut my veins and left me for dead
but your words echo in my ears
if you wish to kill me
then make it as quick as it can get

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Father please receive my soul
take this life back and make me whole
Death is the only solace i have
Please don’t deny me an end

this time its too much to bear
i can almost feel my heart exploding again
the same old feeling of death
please kill me i don’t have the strength