Fireflies

My hope just dwindles in the wind
will you be here, will you breathe me in
hold my shivering arms and sing
do not fear i will be here when you leave

Just like a firefly at night
your freedom is in your own light that shines
and as you fly beneath the skies
hope takes flight within my eyes

so tell me now do you surround
yourself with your own cares
or will you hold my shivering arms and sing
do not fear i will be here when you leave

A reason to be Angry

this time i have a reason to be angry
rational or not i am calling you out
and when you turned my back on me
i knew that i am on my own now

like how they all called me crazy
you just looked at it and laughed
and now i am a fuckin psycho
so do you have a problem now?

now i won’t take any apologies
and that the time is gone
to redeem me from my enemies
now i will seek and destroy

the dark side of me with secrets
now use your white light to shine
on me but i am not stopping here now
until i have taken everyone down

The House that David Built

in the house that David built
he chose to stay alone
left behind all the solitude
and embraced the unknown

and amongst the sand dunes
his peace and clarity stood
with no one by his side
he waited for the unknown

Father Father! hear my prayer
this house that i built is to save myself
from the malevolent man that you created
and from his spiteful hostile ways

Burning My Cathedrals

i am so cold and broken
nothing changes my dismay
the fears that cripple me
as i bear my disgrace

they are burning my cathedrals
make me lose my faith
watched burning dreams and desires
as they all turn to grey

as they torched all my cathedrals
one of them was for you
you are not now a deity
just a burning statue

and with your silence
you try to push me away
you think i am not worthy
but my love for you is true

but just like these idols
you are deaf to these prayers
and so when they burn my cathedrals
i wish you could say

that you understand my love
let them burn this to the ground
i am not going away
i am not going away

that you will never leave my side
even when i lose my mind
that you are here to stay
that you will never go away.

Behemoth

Demented slaves of a demented master
Soulless, dark, insentient beings
Out to harvest your blood at night
and how they mercilessly destroy

Hooded creatures of the dark
Shrieking as they rise into the night
Ready to fulfill their master’s plan
with their slit tongues, ready to stab

In the cold of the darkness
The behemoth of terror approaches
Infecting the city with their poison
Sucking your souls and leaving you dead

I am the master of the legions
inflicting my terror and poison
sent to destroy you and your deceit
leaving mass graves in your city of dreams

Reaching Out

How can i breathe without you
i am tired of being broken and so bruised
but every time i hear you speak
i wish i could be in your heart and soul

i believe in nothing anymore
my dreams are drowning to the ocean floor
like a rag that washes ashore
i know the tide will come again to break my bones

I want to force myself to believe
that i don’t need you anymore
but when i try to fill that void
i realize that i am not strong anymore

so why am i still here in the same place again
wishing that you could say something more
and as i start to come undone
i hope you could save me from my woes.

For The Rats

now that you’re left here standing
with a gun to your head
finally realizing that no one cares
you get ready to shoot yourself

emotions are turning in your bowels
disintegrating your thoughts
not knowing fake from reality
you are ready to die

put the 12 gauge to your head
this is what you must know
curse at the ones who betray
now feel your brains explode

as you fall to the ground
knowing this is a war long lost
now they will shed tears at your grave
but inside they will mock your fate

To the Silent Gods

To a God that’s silent and asleep
And a mankind at war for him
bleeding for the faith they know
no one cares for your decayed souls

Bombing and mutilating one another
for a heaven yet not seen
bleed all you bastard sons
and burn in hell with your deceit

Lying prophets that come from afar
foretelling future of a life of pomp and pride
filling coffers with your gold coins
and leaving you clueless as time passes by

now where is your pride?
they sucked your soul from inside
leaving you like a shell
good for nothing, left for dead

Look into this life
there’s only darkness inside
embrace the hate you see
and vanish into eternity

To the Unknown

indifference is all you know
i see your heart and now i know
bastard child of a bastard father
nothing but your stale desires

i am the one who sets you free
rip your soul away with my teeth
swallow your pride and bow down to me
before i kill you and your dreams

i am the darkness that consumes you
deep in the forest you screams aloud
sacrificing you on the alter of lies
die in the melancholy that i provide

Thoughts of the Insane

Drain me off all my tears
my insecurities and fears
and when you are done with me
send me into the dark for eternity

Can they hear me scream?
Can they feel me breath?
Take me to a place
where i don’t have to be seen

Somehow i don’t feel
that i am part of humanity
i loose my senses everyday
trying to be what i want to be